Hi Doug. Just thought I'd stop by and thank you for the kind comment about John.
I've been losing interest in politics and culture for a while now, because I've become convinced that nothing that individuals like you or I can do or say will ever amount to anything. I don't think there is a Republican party, or a Democratic party.. just a big American political machine that manages the status quo. No matter who wins an election, the song remains the same.
I had a great 10 years with John, and I'm a very different person now after his passing. I was shallow in what I thought was important. I was selfish in the way that I lived. I was happy, but missed the point of what constitutes happiness.
Now I have to figure out how to put myself back together, because I'm lost and scattered. I'm taking all the help I can get, and if I can find the strength to do what I need and want to do, I might find the right kind of happiness some day.
At the very least, I'm telling anyone who will listen to make sure that no matter what happens, they have no regrets. I do, and it's an unimaginable darkness.
Hi Doug. Just thought I'd stop by and thank you for the kind comment about John.
ReplyDeleteI've been losing interest in politics and culture for a while now, because I've become convinced that nothing that individuals like you or I can do or say will ever amount to anything. I don't think there is a Republican party, or a Democratic party.. just a big American political machine that manages the status quo. No matter who wins an election, the song remains the same.
I had a great 10 years with John, and I'm a very different person now after his passing. I was shallow in what I thought was important. I was selfish in the way that I lived. I was happy, but missed the point of what constitutes happiness.
Now I have to figure out how to put myself back together, because I'm lost and scattered. I'm taking all the help I can get, and if I can find the strength to do what I need and want to do, I might find the right kind of happiness some day.
At the very least, I'm telling anyone who will listen to make sure that no matter what happens, they have no regrets. I do, and it's an unimaginable darkness.